tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030174908294354337.post5962034964582492875..comments2015-10-25T17:48:50.152-07:00Comments on Scary's Journey: Checking In With a Heavy Heart.Sarah Bethhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17651433626455278214noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030174908294354337.post-20642142998462622552014-10-04T10:20:08.208-07:002014-10-04T10:20:08.208-07:00I really appreciate the kind words :) I feel like...I really appreciate the kind words :) I feel like I disappear too often to be of any real inspiration to people most of the time. I am trying extremely hard to do whatever I can to keep my head up. I got in that depressive funk and lost an amazing friend through the whole process. I just need to focus on me right now and it's just totally frustrating when my mind ACTUALLY SAYS YES but my body just giggles and says "you want me to do what? in your dreams..." but right now walking is the most important thing for me. i will probably never be able to run with the hip stuff, but the walking is good for the sciatica and it's very low impact. Just not enough to burn off those pesky lingering lbs! :) Just have to find a balance of things that work vs things i'm capable of doing. You my dear have made me really proud with your journey as well! I can't believe that you had doubts on your nomination! I couldn't be more lucky to know someone like you :)Sarah Bethhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17651433626455278214noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030174908294354337.post-34432654171957599502014-10-04T10:15:51.384-07:002014-10-04T10:15:51.384-07:00Unless the orthopedist says I should have done som...Unless the orthopedist says I should have done something sooner, I don't see the point in saying anything to the doctor. I'm just utterly frustrated because I just don't have the time to find a new PCP much less do all these other specialty doctors. I'm doing better from the surgery and the shot doesn't seem to be working, but we didn't have high hopes for the shot to be honest :) Just one more thing to rule out. Next up is a back surgeon to try and assess what he thinks it may be.Sarah Bethhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17651433626455278214noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030174908294354337.post-5766183873527022722014-10-03T22:47:17.417-07:002014-10-03T22:47:17.417-07:00Even with all of your struggles/obstacles I truly ...Even with all of your struggles/obstacles I truly admire how you keep hanging in not giving up....trying your damnedest to do what you can and do so in such a positive way (which I'm sure is so hard on some days). I just want to let you know that you continue to inspire me. Hang in there. Continued thoughts and prayers for better days, answers and conclusions, and healthier times. All my best! Lisa Dhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16185645854038632099noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030174908294354337.post-45398896477423337272014-10-02T07:34:37.760-07:002014-10-02T07:34:37.760-07:00Ugh... I can't imagine having to deal with tha...Ugh... I can't imagine having to deal with that doctor!! Are you going to call him out on it, or can you switch to someone else? I hope you are all healed up soon from the surgery and that you start getting some relief from the shot!Andyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00918826364837237450noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030174908294354337.post-47489031660946117542014-10-01T18:14:04.764-07:002014-10-01T18:14:04.764-07:00Thank you for your kind thoughts Shayla. :) I wou...Thank you for your kind thoughts Shayla. :) I would really appreciate any energy/positivity. :) Sarah Bethhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17651433626455278214noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030174908294354337.post-44635058678517358302014-10-01T09:53:03.338-07:002014-10-01T09:53:03.338-07:00While I'm furious at the PCP for not giving yo...While I'm furious at the PCP for not giving you this diagnosis MUCH earlier, I am so glad that you have answers. Well, one answer, but it's a start. I'm the kind of person who lights candles and sends out energy for healing and comfort and, if you're alright with it, I will include you in my candle tonight. <br />{{{hugs}}}ShaylaMhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10226330407633351473noreply@blogger.com