I'm not sure if it's that V-day is just a few days away, or that we're 1/3 of the way into Feb, or just the fact that I'm slacking on homework, but today has been a trying day. I'm at the point of frustration and wanting to give up again. I have seen virtually NO results in 6 weeks other than a smaller waist (that still doesn't fit any pants I own). My weight keeps fluctuating between 196 and 191 and I have no good explanation for it. I'm bustin my butt 5-6 times a week. I do cardio that burns at least 550 calories each time and I alternate arms and legs on top of that. I'm eating healthy, I've cut my calories, I have TONS of veggies in my fridge.... I just have NO idea why I can't lose any weight. I'm doubly frustrated that at this rate I won't win the dietbet because there's no way I can lose over 10 pounds this far into the month since my weight flip flops more than a fish out of water.
I am in serious need of motivation or help or a smack upside the head. I don't WANT to stop trying but I'm becoming more discouraged every day and I feel like that's going to not help me much. The only good thing that's come out of this is I don't HAVE any binge food even if I wanted any. :)